... am i suppose to laugh now ??

for the 6TH TIME IM CRYING GODDAMIT !!!

hello ???? ANYONE THINK OF ME BEFORE ???
PLEASE LAR . ITS VERY IRRITATING TO JUST KEEP CRYING FOR 6 NIGHTS !
WHAT ELSE DOES THIS WORLD WANTS FROM ME ????

1st thing im sad cos my mom say th baby is gonna be a girl . i see my grandma , dad & mom laughing so i just wanted to joke around and i kept saying i want a baby brother ! HELLOS ? JOKINGLY OKAY . IN TH END WHAT ? I GET A SCOLDING ? DURING DINNER TIME ???? i kept silent , no words & no breathing sound came out .

2nd thing im sad cos my grandma KEEP ASKING ME TO EAT EAT EAT . HELLOS ? AFTER DINNER IM DAMN FUCKING FULL & I DID SAY NICE THAT ' oh i dont wanna eat fruits ' . FOR TH 13 YEARS OF MY LIFE , I DONT EAT FRUIT RIGHT AFTER DINNER / LUNCH ! & guess what SHE replied ??? ' i smack ur ass ar , dont eat fruit ' - in chinese . HELLOS ?? I DONT EAT SO MUCH FRUITS OKAY . FUCKING HELL .. MY STAMINA AINT BIG , DONT EXPAND . I KNOW MY LIMITS OF EATING . GIVE ME A BREAK !

PEOPLE , IM TIRED , REALLY , SICK & FUCKING TIRED OF EVERY THING THATS HAPPENING ! im gonna be quiet . real real quiet , ~~enjoying~~ these fucking pains in silence .