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Thursday, May 22, 2008, 7:57 PM

Sorry that i've neglected my blog. as im th only one reading it (i guess) -

sigh, did alot of reflecting on myself, found out my wrongs & changed immediately. today PTM was fucked. because of this day... this... fucking day, screwed my entire june holiday. decided to go chalet & etc... hanging out with friends like i always do... i prayed... i prayed very hard... that my results wont be so bad. i did my best, really. even i dont do my classworks & homeworks. i did.. i really studied... im telling th truth & no one believes me. yes, i may be playful but... who can seriously see me inside out? can someone just... UNDERSTAND me here? i told all my friends, & my brothers that i failed. they told me to study harder next semester. its only midyear... & they also promised me they'll bring me to th library to study. i love them, i love those friends. at least, they encouraged me & even suggested to bring me to study with them. i just dont understand why... my mom cant say those sentences... to tell me Work Hard Next Term. ya, my mom said it, but in chinese, it sounded so different.

anyway, im really telling th truth & im serious. i WILL work hard next term. I WILL okay. and I HAVE THE INTENTION TO WORK HARD. another thing im just upset about... is that... i feel jealous, when i see my dad, my mom & my bro are together. why dont i get it when im young ? im just very jealous. very. & today, i just want my mom to care about my studies, and guess what ?? haha, my mom wanna rush back to go play BADMINTON WITH DAD. i know, this kinda quality time, dont always come to her. SO WHAT??? HELLO??? ITS ABOUT MY STUDIES HERE!!! i just dont like it... I DONT LIKE IT. but... at th same time, i wanna be good girl to her... so... i let her go... she didnt say much about my grades & etc. she just rushed. sigh... today is just totally screwed.

im tired of crying now,
i just want some days of happiness.