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Sunday, March 22, 2009, 12:31 AM

Depression.

19th , went to docs . he said i need psychologist . okay , so im like still thinking about it , whether to go or not .

20th , had a fucking bad quarrel w mom for some small matter that she blew it up . was screaming around baby's house for 2 hours . then at 8pm , i went out of his house and i walked around cityhall interchange , thinking whether to go home / to go bugis / other place and also thinking about my mom's words that she said on th phone before i left . during that time , i went missing from everyone . recieved many msges & calls . end up , slept over at dad's house .

21st , 3.30am . everyone is sound asleep & im still awake . rolled around , slept & rolled around again till 5am . called baby as he's leaving for genting ): talked for 5 mins and i hung . msged him & accompanied him till 8am . i finally slept until my dad's neighbour was screaming around , crazy . so i woke up when everyone was still sleeping . tried to go back to sleep , but im just awake , lying on th bed , staring into th thin air . then , everyone woke up , mom fetched me home & i showered . and i went out again . looking at th clock , its alr 5pm . so i went to meet dad , and we went to vivocity . saw rainbow , many couples & families . depress came then . msging baby even though it was freaking expensive , i didnt care . depressed for th whole time . 8pm , went home . was crying my eyes out , i missed him too much . watched soccer till now .

sigh , i miss him ): and im trying very hard to keep myself happy . i dont know how to go to sleep for th next 3 days . it feels so empty in my heart , now .